"and you know it's really not surprising, it gets better when you get there.."--phil collins

today...what did i do? well, i woke up late (of course) in true new york fashion...showered, then went to tribeca with wiggy to eat some thai food, yum! then we walked around chinatown for a little bit and looked at shoes..(of course, that's what i always do with him--geeeezzzz)...came back, and then i went off to get some piece of mind and did some shopping. i went to the Gap because i really want some jeans and they have some great cordorouys...well, the jeans, not so much, but the cordorouys were...almost perfect...i tried on a size too big (which was nice) at first, and was like, ok, i'll just go get a different size, but the color was a lighter gray than what i wanted..in fact i wasn't even sure it was gray...but anywhoo..then i walked over to the massive H&M on 5th ave. yeah...massive, as well as a total mess and totally crowded, i felt like it didn't calm me down, but wound me up...so i took the "treasures" and just put them back..i wasn't in full shopping mode and didnt' want to make any purchases i wasn't sure of.

then came back, and i don't know, did nothing for awhile? fell asleep and then went with a bunch of folks to little italy to eat. of course, once we got there, we coudln't really agree on anything, so we split up and went to 2 different restaurants..i got some fettucini alfredo, it was pretty good, the sauce wasn't as thick as it can usually be and i really like that. we sat next to a table of 5 gay guys and that was pretty entertaining. then, we were going to go to serendipity 3, but i wasn't really in the mood for 1. dessert (am i ever?) and 2. spending more money, since i'd eaten out for both meals today....so we got lost on the way to the subway station which is always fun, and i got off in times square and almost got lost ont he way home, but it's ok...i saved myself..anywhoo, i came home and have just been chillin'...

i really dont' like the weekends because they make me miss andy even more. :( it's really because over the summer that was what my weekends were...andy weekends...*sigh* ...i can't wait to get out of school and start thinking about our future ...wow, can i be anymore depressing? awesome..

peace out

tomorrow is sept. 11--never forget